the sun was out today for about 2 hours and where was i? stuck inside a office where all i could do was look out the window! today was the 1st day i was 1 step away from breaking and just smoking a damn cig so i could get outta the office and stand in the sun!
last night was rough! and way too long i felt like complete death this morning, i dont know why i thought it was a good idea to stand out in the rain and drink beers all night, and start a fight with someone who didnt even deserve it =/ i hate being emotional and drunk! it only gets you in trouble and pushes away people you actually really care about. hopefully im forgiven and things are forgotten, and we can move on with this…..
i think i need to just get away this weekend, go to philly or nyc and just forget about everything going on and just relax and tell myself things could be worse and things will get better because if they dont than its not the end. i also need to learn how to not over thing situations and just go with the flow, things happen for a reason.
ahhhhh!
