rain rain go away i wanna see the sun today!
please…
stressful long day and my head is in a million places, thinking about way to many things.
i can no longer stand waking up and going to my awful office job its like being at bootcamp where u have no contact with the outside world the whole time your there, its torture. What i would give to be back in retail doing what i love doing, ill wake up happy again looking forward to going to work.
I just wish my foundation would kick off and people would be interested! Its not easy and its becoming more and more work each day i work on getting it off the ground. I think i just need more help with it and more creative minds helping me along the way.
BOYS, well im just over boys, i honestly don’t even know if im gonna have time for them in a month or so from now, but it would be nice to have that one person that cared enough just to call and ask how your day was. And at the end of the day when you think you’ve found someone that can fill that void you’re usually wrong, people these days only care about themselves and their feelings, your better off on your own at the end of the day. You can never let yourself down and if u do you only have yourself to blame. like ive been sayin for a while now ill never settle for 2nd best again cuz i know if im gonna be with anyone they should be the best for me and have their heart in it as much as i put mine out there.
hopefully for once i wont get let down…but its not looking that way. =/
enough of my sap story…check out Hope, shes an amazing musician and is getting me through these rainy days.
listening to - Who Am I To Say by Hope
