im sweating and my eyes are so red, puffy and itchy! and all i wanna do in lay in his arms.
so far ive been having a sucky week! i hate my job and everything about it! its so not worth the effort i put into it any more, and honestly at the end of the day its not where i wanna be i dont wanna be stuck in an office doing payroll for the rest of my life, its just not me. Id rather be out meeting new people every day, where whatever i want to wear, listening to watever music i want to, getting as many tattoos and piercing i want, with out being judged! i just need a new job that makes me happy again! a job i enjoy waking up and going to.
besides the whole work thing my weekend was amazing and surprising, and i hope nothing changes for the worse, only the better, because for once ive meet someone i wouldnt wanna change anything about and thats absolutely weird for me because im the 1st person to pick out someones flaws, maybe for once i wont fall for 2nd best!
ok on a lighter note! someone teach me piano pppppppleaseee
listening to: fate by lydia
